salam maal hijrah <3  

Sunday 28 December 2008

.assalamualaikum.
.salam maal hijrah 1430.

kehadirannya ku sambut dgn penuh syukur.
alhamdulillah kerana kita dapat bertemu.
alhamdulillah kerana Dia mengizinkan aku ntuk terus bernafas di dunia ini. aku mengharapkan::
agar setiap perkara yg akan ku lakukan selepas ini lebih bermakna dari sebelumnya.
dan aku akan terus kuat dan berusaha dengan gigih bagi mencapai matlamat hdup ku.


!!!the wOrld exists for u guys !!!
!!! dont u give up !!!

From Mu'adh bin Jabal, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I said:

"O Messenger of Allah, tell me of a deed which will take me into Paradise and will keep me away from the Hell-fire." He said: "You have asked me about a great matter, yet it is, indeed, an easy matter for him to whom Allah Almighty makes it easy. (It is ) that you worship Allah without associating anything with Him, that you perform the prayers, that you pay the zakat, that you fast during Ramadan, and that you make the pilgrimage to the House."

Then he said: "Shall I not guide you to the gates of goodness? Fasting is a shield; charity extinguishes sin as water extinguishes fire; and a man's prayer in the middle of the night." Then he recited: "Who forsake their beds to cry unto their Lord in fear and hope, and spend of that We have bestowed on them. No soul knoweth what is kept hid for them of joy, as a reward for what they used to do". [Qu'ran, Surah al-Sajdah (32): Ayah 16-17]

Then he said: "Shall I not also tell you of the peak of the matter, its pillar, and its topmost part?" I said: "Yes, O Messenger of Allah." He said: "The peak of the matter is Islam (submission to Allah), the pillar is prayer; and its topmost part is jihad." Then he said: "And shall I not tell you of the controlling of all that ?" I said:" Yes, O Messenger of Allah". So he took hold of his tongue and said: "Restrain this." I said: "O Prophet of Allah, will we be held accountable for what we say?" He said: "May your mother be bereft of you! Is there anything that topples people on their faces (or he said, on their noses) into the Hell-fire other than the jests of their tongues?"

[Related by Al-Tirmidhi, who said it was a fine and sound hadith]



p/s :
ku dOakan semoga saudara2 ku disana selamat dan dalam redhaMu. sesungguhnya aku yakin dengan pertOlOngan dan aturan Mu ya Allah. ameen..



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gaining sOme weight?  

Sunday 21 December 2008

.cm ne ni...
.i tak suke diet2 ni.
.tapi berat badan da bertambah sejak winter kali ini.
[gyabO!]
.tiap kali winter je mesti da bertambah berat badan.
.pipi2 ni da seperti diadun dengan bicarbOnat,naik sekali. huhu
.mule2 tak kisah ngn ketembaman diri,
.tapi bile tengOk hikki semakin kurus, i jadi jeles.
.pOmpuan Oh pOmpuan.
.walaupun tak suke dgn ke"chubby"an diri.
.tapi,aku tak nk jgk berdiet.wiwiwiwi
.nnt time summer,i'll be loosing some weight for sure.hehe

.cOunting days to return hOme.
.wah tak sabarnye.
.nak makan kOpOk lekor and seafOOd banyak2.

till then.bye2.

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A fatal disease?  

Tuesday 16 December 2008

! depression : watch for these warnings !

the winter holiday season is upon us and, for a variety of reasons, this is one of the more common times for people to experience symptoms of depressiOn.

Even though it turns out that the suicide rate is not truly increased during this time of year, December is Seasonal Depression Awareness Month in the United States and thus a good time to review some facts about this insidious and troubling disease.

Several distinct psychological diagnoses are related to depressiOn. Most people have heard of the more serious conditions, like major depression and bipolar illness ("manic-depression disorder :: MDD"). More common, however, are a group of mood disorders that cause similar but perhaps less severe symptoms.

Seasonal affective disorder, stress reactions, and low mood are some examples. Many patients are surprised to hear that anxiety and panic are closely related to depression. It turns out that the underlying biological changes and the initial treatment of most of these depression-related diagnoses are quite similar.

There are multiple possible causes for depression, and also multiple ways to treat it. Like everything else in medicine, though, the first step is to recognize and diagnose the problem. What follows are some warning signs to look for in yourself and in your loved ones.


::Sadness::

Simply feeling down, sad, or "blue" is a big clue. Crying frequently or easily is another symptom. I sometimes have patients who initially state that they are not sad, but what they are really saying is that they have no reason to feel sad that they are indeed feeling down but not because of any particular cause. Depressed patients typically just feel sad, without knowing why. And the other side of the coin is very important as well: You don't have to feel sad to have depression.

::Other mood changes::
Anxiety, panic, guilt, hopelessness, and a low sense of self-worth are all common symptoms of depression.

::Abnormal sleep::

This can be too much or too little sleep, or even a combination of the 2, with increased sleep during the day and difficulty sleeping at night. Insomnia of any kind can be a symptom of depression. In particular, waking up very early in the morning (approximately between 2 a.m. and 5 a.m.) and then finding it hard to get back to sleep is strongly associated with stress, anxiety, and depression.

::Fatigue or low energy::

This may be closely related to sleep disturbance, but some depressed patients feel groggy or tired even after a full night's sleep and often feel the need to take one or more naps during the day. A milder version of this is simply feeling dragged out and having less energy than usual.

::Appetite change::

People with depression may have an increased or a decreased appetite.

::Poor motivation::

Lack of interest and/or participation in social activities is commonly seen in depressed patients. Others will have good intentions of getting things accomplished, but find it hard or impossible to get started or to complete some or all tasks.

::Sexual dysfunction::

Closely related to poor motivation is lack of interest in sex (reduced libido). Other sexual symptoms can include erectile dysfunction (difficulty achieving or maintaining erection), difficulty reaching orgasm, and lack of enjoyment of sex.

::Anhedonia::

This is the medical term for an inability to feel pleasure in situations that once were enjoyable. Depression tends to rob people of their enjoyment of all sorts of things that used to bring them joy.

::"Brain fog"::

Depression can slow mental functioning. Common symptoms include forgetfulness, clouded thinking, poor concentration, difficulty performing simple calculations, and trouble making decisions.

::Psychomotor retardation::

(or its opposite, activation)

People with depression often speak and move more slowly and are slower than usual to respond to conversation or other stimuli. They also may have a flat affect, meaning their facial and emotional expressions are markedly reduced and they speak in a monotonous voice. On the other hand, some depressed patients become agitated and have trouble sitting still or relaxing.

::Thoughts about death::

Obviously, thinking about suicide—and especially having a plan to commit suicide is a warning sign of serious depression. A less severe but more common (and still worrisome) related symptom is having a passive death wish. Patients with passive death wish have no plan or intent to harm themselves; they just feel that things would be better if they were dead or had never been born.

::Somatization::

Depression tends to make everything worse, and can even cause physical pain, dizziness, and a variety of other abnormalities in just about any part of the body. Somatization is when a person unconsciously expresses psychologic distress in the form of real and significant physical symptoms — so when a patient has symptoms that remain totally unexplained even after a thorough medical evaluation, a diagnosis of depression is worth considering.

Please be aware here that if a doctor suggests to you that your physical problems may stem from your being depressed, he or she is not telling you that "it's all in your head" or that you're making it all up or faking your symptoms.

The simple explanation of somatization is that depression involves poorly understood changes in brain chemistry, and those changes sometimes result in exaggerating the degree of pain, or even in creating a sensation of bodily dysfunction when in fact nothing is medically wrong with that body part.



Of course, most of the symptoms of depression on this long list can be due to any number of medical problems. Regardless of the underlying cause, if you recognize several of these warning signs in yourself or in a loved one, it's time for a thorough medical or psychological evaluation to determine if any treatment is needed.

sources :


p/s : i dont think life is quite that simple..and stress happens to everyOne..juz, try to believe and love urself.live life to the fullest=D

"wahai umat manusia! sesungguhnya telah datang kepada kamu al-Quran yang menjadi nasihat pengajaran dari Tuhan kamu, dan yang menjadi penawar bagi penyakit-penyakit batin yang ada di dalam dada kamu, dan juga menjadi hidayah petunjuk untuk keselamatan,serta membawa rahmat bagi orang-orang yang beriman."
-surah yunus: 57
-


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heppy eid~  

Sunday 7 December 2008

.
.i'm missing my mOm sO much.
.isk2..nak balik raya rumah.
.and to thOse peOple yg pernah bertakhta di hati ini,

.dan akn selamanya berada di hati ini [esp ami and aida =D]
.i miss u all too.
.sOrry for all my wrOng dOings.
.semOga kita dpt bertemu suatu hari nnt.
.ku dOakan kalian sentiasa dalam rahmatnya slalu.
.frenship fOrever.

raya kali ni sepi kerana kerinduan dan kesepian terlampau..


p/s : maaf zahir dan batin.
**tO amOuni, nnt esOk aku datang rumah kau ye.
kau rajin masak.tak cm aku .malas2..hehe

**to nini.. nnt kite p makan dumpling ye
[pi terus kata nini =P]

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dearest stranger  

Friday 5 December 2008











.love this too.[link]


p/s :

dearest my miss oral pathOlogy bOok,
i'm sOrry that i lost u..so sOrry.
i wont say that " menyesal bawak buku ni.." again. never.
..i do love yOu..

-belajar menghargai sesudah kehilangan mu-

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her shOrt stOries  

Wednesday 3 December 2008




.i'm listening to her shOrt stories.
.and i fall in love with her.
.and the truth is, i love her since the very first time i heard her.
.and i dont remember when.
.its juz..i like her =)
-simple and sincere-




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. tanya sama pOkOk .  

Sunday 30 November 2008


.lalalalala..

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang,
Nanti jawab pokok angin yang goncang,
Tanya sama angin apa sebab goncang,
Nanti jawab angin tanyalah awan.


Awan nanti kata aku kandung air,
Sampai tempat sejuk aku pun cair,
Tengok dalam air nampak bayang-bayang,
Campak satu batu bayang pun hilang.


Tanya sama hati apa rasa sayang,
Apakah tandanya nampak dipandang,
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya,
Mula tanda-tanda hubungan mesra.


Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu,
Tiba masa lena apa mimpimu,
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang,
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang.


Jikalau tidak kerana sayang,
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang,
Andai jemu mengganti rindu,
Jambangan rindu tentulah layu.


Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu,
Tiba masa lena apa mimpimu,
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang,
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang.




TANYA SAMA POKOK
Penyanyi: P. Ramlee
Filem: Anakku Sazali




..tibe2 rase nk humming this sOng..
menggamit memOri zaman kanak ribena dahulu..

ketika itu aku bermain-main dengan riangnya..
actually,aku tak pernah tahu lirik penuh lagu ni
hanya tahu 2 rangkap pertama sahaja huhu
mendalam rupanya maksud lagu ni =P
.rindunye kat mama.

**********

..exam is cOming..
2 dec 08
-pharmacOlogy-
[i lOve drugs =D]


.all da best to me and kanak2 dentist.
.love u all always.

.xoxoxo.
- RED -

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oh my dearest green tea =D  

Friday 28 November 2008



trade name : green tea
scientific name : camellia sinensis
origin : china

most cOmmon use : chinese and japanese green tea
general idea : There are three main varieties of tea - GREEN - BLACK -OOLONG [wu-long] - The difference between the teas is in their processing. Green tea is made from unfermented leaves and reportedly contains the highest concentration of powerful antioxidants called polyphenols. [What is antiOxidants -Antioxidants are substances that scavenge free radicals -- damaging compounds in the body that alter cells, tamper with DNA (genetic material), and even cause cell death. Free radicals occur naturally in the body, but environmental toxins (including ultraviolet rays from the sun, radiation, cigarette smoke, and air pollution) also give rise to these damaging particles. Scientists believe that free radicals contribute to the aging process as well as the development of a number of health problems including cancer and heart disease. Antioxidants such as polyphenols in green tea can neutralize free radicals and may reduce or even help prevent some of the damage they cause]

caffeine content : Green teas contain two caffeine metabolites (caffeine-like substances): theophylline, which is stronger than caffeine, and theobromine, which is slightly weaker than caffeine


Green tea has been extensively studied in people, animals, and laboratory experiments. Results from these studies suggest that green tea may be useful for the following health conditions:
* atherOsclerosis
* cancer :
  • bladder cancer
  • breast cancer [Studies in animals and test tubes suggest that polyphenols in green tea inhibit the growth of breast cancer cells. In one study of 472 women with various stages of breast cancer, researchers found that women who consumed the most green tea experienced the least spread of cancer (particularly premenopausal women in the early stages of breast cancer). They also found that women with early stages of the disease who drank at least 5 cups of tea every day before being diagnosed with cancer were less likely to suffer recurrences of the disease after completion of treatment. However, women with late stages of breast cancer experienced little or no improvement from drinking green tea. In terms of breast cancer prevention, the studies are inconclusive. In one very large study from Japan, researchers found that drinking green tea was not associated with a reduced risk of breast cancer. ] waa..i'm afraid of this cancer, seriOusly.cOz i already 20.
  • colorectal cancer
  • esOphageal cancer
  • lung cancer
  • prOstate cancer
  • skin cancer
* inflammatOry bOwel disease
* diabetes

* liver disease
*weight lOss
~ contraindicatiOn ~
!! Do not use green tea without first talking to your doctor if you have !! :
  • heart problems or high blOOd pressure
  • kidney disOrder
  • stOmach ulcers
  • psychOlogical disorder [particularly anxiety]
  • a bleeding or blOOd clotting disOrder
  • pregnant women
  • breastfeeding wOmen
: pOssible side effect :
*allergic reactiOn [rarely] ::thOse symptOms are -
  • difficulty in breathing
  • swelling Of ur lips , tOngue , face or hives
treatment : seek emergency medical attentiOn as sOOn as pOssible :

*others less seriOus side effect -
  • heartburn
  • upset stomach
  • loss of appetite
  • constipation or diarrhea
  • nervousness, irritability, or anxiety
  • sleeplessness
  • irregular heartbeats OR
  • headache

treatment :repOrt to ur doctor or health care prOvider :



* heavy and prOlonged cOnsumptiOn of green tea,
can be assOciated with esOphageal cancer *


sOurces :

wiki
yahoo health
university Of maryland medical centre
about.com.chinesefood


p/s : u r a bit cOmplicated.dont u my dear camilla sinensis? but its Ok. i still lOve u. hehe knOwing u make myself feel better~
cOz i'm what i eat.

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gOOd Luck !  

Tuesday 18 November 2008

  • today 9 am - prosthodontic
  • the day after tomorrow - oral epidemiOlOgy & research methOd [..erk! cuak..]



"tawakkal tu 3ala Allah"

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AM I A NESCAFE LoVER..?  

hari ini aku mendapat email dari mak busu.

kebiasaanya emailnya adalah FW email.

[.i dont like any FW messages.]

ada yang aku baca ada yang aku buat tak tau.. sssh.. huhu

tapi, email kali ini agak menarik. membuatkan aku terfikir-fikir.





For neskepe lover…

Subjek: Fw: Nescafe 3 in 1 merosakkan jantung & buah pinggang

Zaman skarang ni, banyak penyakit datang dari pemakanan…..


Beberapa hari lepas saya dikunjungi oleh seorang pelajar lelaki
tahun akhir. Sudah beberapa bulan pelajar ini tidak bertemu dengan saya.
Pelajar ini mengemukakan beberapa masalah kumpulannya untuk
diselesaikan oleh saya sebagai seorang penasihat akademiknya.
Alhamdulillah masalah dapat diselesaikan.

Selepas hajat terlaksana, pelajar ini yang saya namakan sebagai
Ahmad menukar topik kepada topik kesihatan dirinya. Beliau mengadukan
masalah dirinya. Beliau dapat merasakan kemerosotan tahap kesihatan
dirinya.
Berikut adalah antara tanda-tanda yang dapat dikenalpasati:

Kerap berdebar tidak menentu masa. Kadang-kadang waktu membaca
tiba-tiba jantung / dada berdebar dengan laju.

1. Bila jantung berdebar ini berlaku, ia akan diikuti dengan
dahi berpeluh
2. Beliau juga kerap merasakan kesakitan pada dadanya.
3. Sering mencungap dan kadang-kadang kala sewaktu sembahyang
pun mencungap.
4. Semakin tidak tahan atau alah dengan panas terik matahari dan
jikalau kena panas, badannya akan banyak berpeluh dan tidak selesa.
5. Jikalau tahun lepas, kekerapan simptom-simptom di atas agak
jarang namun kebelakangan ini, kekerapan kejadian semakin kerap sehingga
satu kali serangan dalam setiap 2/3 hari.
6. Tapak tangannya.semakin basah.

Berdasarkan simptom yang saya perolehi saya terus menyoal tabiat
permakanannya. Selepas mendapat data yang dikehendaki saya pun
memberikan penjelasan 'Ahmad, engkau ni walau pun usia masih muda,
jantung engkau sudah bermasalah. Punca masalah engkau ini adalah kerana
engkau kerap meminum Nescafe 3 in one. Nescafe adalah tidak baik dan
merosak buah pinggang manakala krimer yang terdapat di dalam campuran
ini sangat merosak jantung.
Krimer ini bukan diperbuat dari susu tetapi adalah dibuat dari
kelapa sawit (non dairy creamer)'

Selanjutnya saya menasihati Ahmad untuk melakukan perkara
berikut untuk merawat jantungnya:

1. Elakkan dari meminum Nescafe yang merosak buah pinggang dan
elakkan sama sekali apa jua jenis krimer yang dibuat dari selain susu
(non dairy creamer)
2. Elakkan dari mengambil coffee mate kerana ia adalah non dairy
creamer
3. Elakkan makan ais krim kerana mengandungi krimmer yang tinggi
4. Elakkan susu pekat manis yang mengandungi krimer dari selain
susu.
5. Elakkan memakan sebarang makanan yang mengandungi margarine
6. Elakkan memakan burger, naget, kentang goreng, potato chip dan
segala yang sewaktu dengannya
7.. Elakkan mandi selepas makan
8. Amalkan amalan: Ambil segenggam kacang hijau, rendam dalam
air kira-kira 10 minit,selepas itu rebus asal masak dan bukan rebus
sehingga pecah tanpa membubuh garam. Selepas itu buang air rebusan dan
makanlah kacang hijau ini dan amalkan amalan ini setiap hari.
9. Boleh beli jintan hitam dan makan setiap hari atau pun
belilah yang sudah siap diproses atas nama habbatussauda
10. Amalkan makan sayuran pahit seperti kailan, peria, pegaga,
daun ubi, pucuk betik, ulam-ulam dsbnya.
11. Kurangkan makan nasi lemak terutama sekali nasi lemak di
kedai kerana mereka mencampurkan minyak masak kepada nasi lemak agar
nasi lemak ini kelihatan cantik berderai dan tidak melekat.

Kepada yang mulai menghadapi masalah dengan jantungnya atau yang
sudah lama bermasalah jantung, bolehlah mengamalkan amalan di atas.

Sekian wassalam wallahuaqlam. _,


'sharing is caring.




Dear Friends,
I'm strongly agreed on these issues because it happens to one of my friend in HSS Integrated Consultant.
Beliau sekarang menjalani rawatan dialysis setiap 3 hari.
Now its been already 9 years he is suffering with this kidney problem.

The doctor yang check dia kata, the main cause is:

1. Breakfast with Nescafe

2. 10am break with Nescafe

3. Lunch with Nescafe ais

4. Minum petang also with Nescafe.

5. Malam supper pun pekena Nescafe.


So, hope for best for those who still love Nescafe.


Regards,

Nina Sapura Rahmat

Corporate Affairs

Kulim ( Malaysia ) Berhad

Tel : 07-8611 611 ext 2507

Fax : 07 - 863 1902/861 1194

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mOppu gAAru =D  

Sunday 9 November 2008





i juz want to say that..
i'm heppy!
~i love this series~


and to mOmOkO - chan,
u r so cute ^_^
.. and ur hair is adorable ..


p/s :
theme song for this series is Destination Nowhere sang by Erika sawajiri, my fav artist =D

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it's nOt goodbye..  

Friday 7 November 2008




.....
Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.

Till I see you again

I'll be right here remembering when

And if time is on our side

there will be no tears to cry on down the road

there is one thing I can't deny

It's not goodbye


**********
I remember those simple things
I remember 'til I cry

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye


**********




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=D  

Friday 31 October 2008


hello sweetHeart!
i'm heppi..hehe

cOz today is frIday~

hari untuk berehat2 dan bermalasan.huhu

*****
aku bersyukur,exam pharma tempOh hari telah ku sempurnakan.result yg aku dapat setimpal dgn usaha aku.namun bagi ku itu sudah cukup baik,untuk aku analisis diri aku sndiri apa yg aku perlu perbaiki ..agar dapat hasil yg lebih baik nnt..insyAllah..hati ini kene cekal dan kuat untuk dapat apa yang ingin dicapai.seandainya masih mengikut nafsu malas,semua perkara pasti tak kan terlaksana..selepas exam pharma tempOh ari,mOOd study aku hilang.antara alasannya ialah : aku sakit gigi..isk..isk T_T : sakit2..sakit gigi mmg sakit,kata doctor asyraf,cOz it is lOcalize pain.dan pabila aku bertemu dengan doctor gigi kelmarin,tanpa aku sedari.rupa-rupa nya aku perlu mencabut gigi itu...nasib baik upper 5= 2nd premOlar. dan extracted tooth itu tidak mencacatkan nilai esthetic susunan gigi2 aku.cOz gigi yg dicabut itu,kedudukan nya kat bahagian dalam.berlapis gitu~ alhamdulillah. =D umm,sakit gigi,cabut gigi semua sakit.isk2.. kene buat regular check-up lepas ni.tak bOleh setahun sekali or dua tahun sekali...nakjaga gigi yang dah sedia ada ini, cOz aku tak nak pakai gigi palsu suatu hari nanti..tak nak. @_@ dan aku tak nak pakai braces jugak.coz gigi susunan gigi sekarang tidak memudaratkan aku..
oh gigi, aku sayang kamu! hehe.


*****
aku sayang kanak2 dentist.setiap hari,setiap class,setiap lab kita bertemu.ikatan kasih sayang itu semakin kuat kan...kita akan tetap bersama hingga ke akhirnya.insyaAllah..kita akan tamatkan perjalanan ini bersama-sama,2O11..insyaAllah..sama2 kita berdoa.
:: 2OO6 ~ 2O11 ::

cukup 13 kaki.. =)


kami pakai baju raya.wiwiwi

.kanak2 yg pakai speck..hehe.

.kanak2 yang tak pakai speck...huhu.


* amani + anisa + ku siti farhana + maisarah + muneera + nuranida hani + nurzehan hayat +
nor amira shakira + nurul asykin + salma shakirah + siti khuzaimah + siti nurfatihah +
nik mujahidah *


[hehe ..susunan nama di atas based on seat number dalam class..
yela,setiap class ade seat number for attendance kan...]



..*ahmad nubhan + ahmad zafri + harith + azmi + rafi + abdullah harith + syafiq ali *..


p/s :

:: we dOnt like thursday.coz thursday is a tiring day #_# 815am-1115am [..2lectures nOnstOp..] 115pm-515pm [..3lectures nOnstOp,and kene berlari2 ke hall yang berbeza-nursing hall-middle hall -science hall...] ::

:: winter da bermula..kene tidO dalam eskiMo da sekarang..and waktu egypt & Jordan dah sama..wiwiwi..beza ngn malaysia,lambat 6jam ::

:: esOk=sabtu , nak pergi amman dengan ninida -chan,membeli belah. sorry mrAmir,i bOrrow ur lovely nida jap =P ::


!! bye bye !!

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Friday 24 October 2008




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eeii..disgusting!  

Wednesday 15 October 2008

dearest diary,

this mOment,

i could only think of ONE thing.
i wish i WASN'T here!!
oh mOm i need u..isk2
i'm proud to be a malaysian~
coz here..is so DISGUSTING!.


.i'm in emO state right now.
:probably,i'm mad Of samthing:
.dont disturb me,ok?~

ummm..
i'm so tired
i'd both hard lab today.
i will perform better next lab.
..i'm gOing to sleep
and want to have a NICE dream..


zzzzzzz -_-

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pagi itu indah!  

mOrning diary!

.jam menunjukkan angka 4pagi.
.aku terjaga dari mati yang sementara.
.alhamdulillah..
.jutaan syukur ku sampaikan padaNya.
.terima kasih Allah.
.semoga hari ini lebih indah dari semalam.
.semoga hari ini lebih berhikmah buatku.
.ameen.
.pagi itu, permulaan yg baik untuk hari yg baik.. =D



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perasaan rindu ku pada kampung halaman,
kembali menerjah jiwa ku..
rindu mendengar suara ayam mengejutku bangun pagi
rindu akan bau embun pagi di kampung.
..rindu..
kita pasti bertemu lg..insyaAllah..


p/s : "morning sms doesn't mean getting up and working again.
it rather means Allah SWT love u sO much to let u live & see another day.
sObahul kher.musytaq ilaikunna jidan.."


~a sms frOm my junior in mafraq,Jannah~
i miss u too,ya ukhti..

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my 1st semester... go go go!!  

Sunday 5 October 2008

dearest diary,
my real life has begun.
i need to work hard
and strive more to succeed

my dream will come true..
if i, nonstop usaha+tawakkal


sun ~ pharmacology 315-415pm
mon~lab conservative dentistry 830-1130am + lab prosthodontic 1200-300pm
tues~removable prostho. 815-915am + cons. 1215-115pm + pharma 315-415pm
wed~lab prostho. 830-1130am + lab cons. 1200-300pm
thur~dental material 2 815-1015am + research methOd 1015-1115am +
Oral patho 115pm-315pm + pharma 315-415pm + Oral epidemiology 415-515pm



= 18 credit hOurs.. @_@

"dan tidak (dinamakan) kehidupan dunia melainkan
permainan yg sia2 dan hiburan yang melalaikan;
dan demi sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itu
lebih baik bagi orang2 yang bertakwa.
oleh itu tidakkah kamu berfikir?"

[surah al'an3am 6: 32]

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-sOrry-  

Saturday 4 October 2008



this song is so sweet.love her voice.


bydaway,
aku rindukan ramadhan.
aku ingin merasai nikmat ramadhan itu..
aku berharap aku dapat berjumpa denganmu lagi ya Ramadhan.
jika tiada ramadhan tidak bererti aku tidak dpt berpuasa,kan~
aku belum lg berpuasa 6 di bulan syawal
insyaAllah..bermula minggu hadapan
then, boleh ganti pose yg ditinggalkan ari tu..
[opps..!! huhu.aku kan wanita sejati. wiiii]

p/s : class da start.cuti raya da berakhir.maka exam bakal menjelma...berusaha!!

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selamat hari raya =)  

Friday 3 October 2008

raya pertama-tetamu pertama .. wink ^_~



dearest diary,

hari ini hari keempat hari raya
jemputan masih banyak belum dipenuhi
ish2
tak patut..
maaf, bukan tidak mahu menziarah
tetapi, waktu yg tidak mengizinkan.
ditambah dengan bilangan student melayu yg semakin ramai
bilangan tetamu juga meningkat.
aku akui,aku belum mampu lg mengenali junior.
junior tahun lepas dan tahun ni
hanya kenal muka tanpa tahu nama~
itu belum cukup untuk dinamakan ukhuwwah,bukan?
namun begitu, at least aku dan mereka saling menghormati dan bertegur sapa.
tak la bermasam muka apabila bertemu.


.MSD-amman 08.


.raya ketiga-open house akak senior.


um..
hari ini baru ku berkesempatan
untuk bersenang-senang dibilik sendiri
melihat2 gambar raya
yang pasti, aku semakin tembam selepas berakhirnya bulan ramadhan
huhu..tembam sgt..ish2 tak tau nape
mungkin tido dan makan dengan banyaknye..
nampaknye..lepas raya ni kene la aku berdiet.
tak suke melihat muke yg tembam ni.
dan aku pulak semakin cOmOt sekarang. gyabo #_#
sebabnye,aku tidak memakai tudung dengan betul.
tudung yang aku pakai sekarang semua jenis yg lembut2
so, susah nak shape.
nampaknya,kene bersiap lebih lama la sebelum keluar rumah..hehe

aku jua pilu dalam menyambut lebaran.. T_T
cOz orang2 malaysia sgt sibuk berhari raya
lantas melupakan aku disini
my adik,my cousins and my parents
my messages,tak berbalas
tp aku tetap bersyukur coz dapat mendengar suara mereka
pada pagi raya pertama malaysia...
aku rindukan mereka.aku sayang mereka.

p/s : maaf zahir batin seolah2 tak bermakna bila dilafazkan,ianya seperti ucapan biasa..
lagi bermakna " maafkan seme2 ye..kira kita kosong2 tau..selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin" - my friend said so,so do i~


..ada cerita tentang aku dan dia..





Salam lebaran..
ampunkan segala salah silap zahir dan batin..
xOxO
dengan ingatan tulus ikhlas:
NOR AMIRA SHAKIRA ABDUL HALIM
duar qubah,irbid,JOrdan '08

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..mimiera sayang ninida-chan.. <3  

Tuesday 8 July 2008

dearest diary...,
aku sebenarnya baru tersedar..
tersedar yg aku selama ni telah hdup dlm dunia ku sendiri...
being selfish..
thanx ninida-chan..
coz sedarkan mira..
mira tak sangka...
apa yg ninida telah buat ntuk mira...
mmg mira sgt2 terharu..
terima kaseh...
u think about me..
u care about me..
terima kaseh ninida...
u show me da way..da brighter way..
ninida rupanya observed mira selama ni..
mmg mira da laen...kate ninida~
byk perkara telah berlaku kan..ninida pn faham..
mira pn da tak faham ngn diri mira skarang..
tp...belum terlambat ntuk buang seme yg tak best jauh2 kan..
slowly..cuba hdup dengan sebaik yg mungkin...

mira tak sangka...mira nangis depan nida tadi..
tak sangka...keputusan tu benar2 merubah apa yg mira rase...
mira terasa semakin bersemangat ntuk teruskan hdup..
terima kaseh...
mira nk balik..mira nk jupe family...
kerana rindu itu bersarang ..kerana harapan mira terkubur..
mira telah jd seseorang yg mira sendiri tak kenal...
mira igtkan mira mmpu tahan semua ni..tp...rupanya mira sgt lemah..
terima kaseh ninida...
tunjukkan mira jalan yg terbaik..
serius, mira rase sgt laen..setelah keputusan tu mira buat...
n nida ckp, nida sokong kan, nida heppi kan ngn keputusan itu..
nida percaya ngn mira...
kata2 tu sgt bermakna buat mira..terima kaseh...
mira takkan rosakkan kepercayaan tu..
mira akan buat betul2 ntuk exam tu nnt
trust me..i'll...
sayang ninida chan... ^______________^
mira doakan ninida sentiasa bhgia ngn amir...
shingga ke akhirnya...

dia...aku masih belum dpt menerima nya...
hati aku masih belum terbukan ntuk diri nya
biarlah aku membaiki hdup aku dulu..
then, baru aku pk perkara2 laen...

waaaaaaaaaaah..dpt balik msia...
tak sngke...
nk lupekan seme perkara2 tak best
nk tinggal kan seketika bumi Irbid
akan ku cari semula semangat itu ketika pulang ke Msia nnt

insyaAllah..segalanya di permudahkan


[..ya Allah...aku tidak meminta ujian itu di hentikan buat ku..

tapi..Kau kuatkanlah hati ku..tabahkan lah hati ku..agar ku dpt melalui segalanya dengan redha dan pasrah....ameenn..]

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can u turn my black roses red ---@  

Friday 4 July 2008

dearest diary,

nothing to say rite now
i'm speechless~
sgt penat rasenye hari ni..
smbil berehat aku layan lgu2 yg ade dlm simpanan aku~
n ade lgu yg baru ku download..
such a nice song~
so meaningful..





Can I ask you a question please
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly I'm standing here
Afraid I'll be betrayed.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams
So let the morning light come in and let the darkness fade away

Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?

Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
One last year has come and gonne
It's time to let your love rain down on me

Can you turn my black roses red?
Cuz
I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love

Can you turn my black roses red?
Cuz I'm feelin like I'll blame in on love
I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love (until fades)

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F O R G I V E vs F O R G E T  

Sunday 29 June 2008

dear diary,

ari ni..actually,ade samthing important telah berlaku dlm hdupku..
aku bersyukur..walaupn itu bukan sepenuhnya apa yg aku inginkan

tp aku tahu..itu yg terbaik buatku

terima kaseh Allah~

keputusan itu aku buat dgn rela hati..

walaupn berat..tp akhirnya aku dpt rasakan ketenangan menjalar ke seluruh jiwaku~

aku sgt2 bersyukur..


kerana keputusan itu..aku dpt menghilangkan "barrier" yg selama ni melitupi hatiku~
aku yakin ngn keputusan ini.

aku akan cuba sehabes baek..agar segalanya tidak berulang kembali..


..finally, i've learnt HOW to FORGIVE..




~to forgive is to set a prisoner free,and discover that da prisoner was u~
~it takes one person to forgive, it takes two people to be reunited~

by lewis B. Smedes



What is forgiving and forgetting in human-to-human relationship?

  • Forgiving is allowing another person to be human for faults, mistakes, or misdeeds. Forgetting is putting these behind you; they are no longer brought up and no longer remain a barrier to your relationship.
  • Forgiving is letting another know that there is no grudge, hard feelings, or animosity for any wrongdoing. Forgetting is the lack of further discussion, with no ongoing negative references to the event.
  • Forgiving is letting the other person know that you accept as genuine the remorse and sorrow for actions or words that hurt or disappointed you. Forgetting is promising that this deed, whether of omission or commission, will not be brought up again.
  • Forgiving is accepting the sincerity of penance, sorrow, and regret expressed over a grievous personal offense; making it sufficient to clear the air. Forgetting is your commitment to let go of anger, hurt, and pain over this offense.
  • Forgiving is giving a sign that a person's explanation or acceptance of blame for a destructive, hurtful, or painful act is fully accepted. Forgetting is the development of a plan of action between the two of you to heal the scars resulting from the behavior.
  • Forgiving is the highest form of human behavior that can be shown to another person. It is the opening up of yourself to that person to be vulnerable to being hurt or offended in the future, yet setting aside this in order to reopen and heal the channels of communication. Forgetting is equally as high a human behavior; it is letting go of the need to seek revenge for past offenses.
  • Forgiving is the act of love between you and a person who has hurt you; the bandage that holds the wound together long enough to heal. Forgetting is also an act of love; in rehabilition therapy, helping the wounded return to a full, functional, living reality.
  • Forgiving is the God like gift of spiritually connecting with others, touching their hearts to calm the fear of rejection, quiet the sense of failure, and lighten the burden of guilt. Forgetting is the God like gift of spiritually touching others' hearts with the reassurance of a happy and full life with no fear of recrimination, remonstrations, or reminding of past offenses.
  • Forgiving is the act of letting go of temporary ill will, disappointment, or the disgust that arises from the break in your relationship. Forgetting is bridging this gap in the relationship, eventually strengthening it against such a break in the future.
  • Forgiving is an act of compassion, humanity, and gentleness by which you let another know that she/he is indeed a child of the universe upon whom a variety of graces and blessings have been showered and that current or past offenses need not be a barrier preventing goodness and worth to shine through. Forgetting is the act of encouragement, support, and reinforcement by which you assist the other person to rebuild, reconnect and re-establish a loving, caring, healthy relationship with you, others, and the world whereby gifts, talents, and skills are freely appreciated and shared.

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